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My thoughts on a variety of things

Mostly things like life, happiness, my current position in college. Read or don’t read, I don’t care, I just don’t feel like this is something I should make private. I think it’s something that needs to be thought about and something that more people should start thinking about.

It’s very long and probably doesn’t make sense since I just spent a half an hour typing things as they came to me, but, yeah.

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Haha, I hate Tuesdays and Thursdays =)

But at the same time I love them because that means after noon I’m free all day.

It just sucks waking up at 7:30.

Stupid FAFSA

I don’t know my mom’s financial information. Why are you even asking me.

And I guess my mom is on a trip or something because I tried e-mail her and it said she was “out of office for Thursday 1/25 and Friday 1/26”.

I had to take a double check at the date, haha. I almost got too excited that maybe today was Friday.

But it’s not. Just so everyone knows.

But, yeah, so now I have to wait until either later tonight or tomorrow until I can finish filing this thing /o\ I just want to get it done with.

Gonna get Asian Chao again today

I just love that place so fucking much.

And after I eat I’m going to take the trash out.

And then take a nap.

And then do the laundry.

And then I’ll probably text my friend saying I won’t be dog walking today because I have a stupid blister on my foot and the last thing I need to do is be walking dogs. Also not feeling so great, but I don’t know, that’ll probably go away by the end of the day.

So yeah, that’s the plan for today. Maybe I’ll try and go to the MALL today, too. Or tonight. Just to get that done with and out of the way.

Tried to renew my FAFSA

First I ended up on the wrong site. Twice.

Then when I found the right site I had forgotten my PIN/Password so I needed to do that.

And now I guess I just sit here and wait for an e-mail. The e-mail is probably going to be sent to my mom, idek, apparently they sent her a reminder but not me.

Wweh.

I’m so exhausted ;~;

I’ve been up since a little before 8, left a little after 8:30, was halfway to the building where my Art History class was being held then checked the paper I have to see exactly which classroom it was THEN realized that I didn’t even have that written down, so I had to speed walk (rarely do I ever actually full out run), to the engineering building (which was on the way) only to find out that the computers there require a login (which I don’t have) so then I had to go in the opposite direction to go to the library to login to my student account and write down the classroom numbers for not only my first class, but the next class I had after that because I found out I didn’t have that written down either!  So after I had that written down, I speed walked all the way across campus (because of course this building had to be on the complete opposite end by the arena/shopping strip).

And when I finally got to the building I was practically sweating and would’ve been sweating if not for this nice abnormally cool weather.

Right after that I had to go to my next class because there’s only a 15 minute difference between the two.  Luckily they’re not far apart, though.  Then after I was seated and such, the professor puts up this powerpoint slide that said to pick up the syllabus and a worksheet from the front of the auditorium, which means everyone in the auditorium (about 400 people) waiting in two separate lines to get both papers and then pushing their way back to get back to their seats.

And then after I was done with both classes, I decided to get my books while I was out so I went back to the library to look up which books I needed and then went to the bookstore and searched for them and there wasn’t enough money on my student card to pay for all of them so I needed to put the rest on my bank card and that made the check out twice as long and I felt so bad for the cashier helping me out because I know if I worked there I’d hate for someone to come up and do that, but she was so nice about it.

And now I have all my books and my phone came in the mail and I just. Want. To. Sleep.

I’ve been running around this stupid campus non-stop for, like, four hours.  But I can’t sleep because I still haven’t unpacked my suitcases, but all I want to do is sleep.  I’m exhausted.

And on top of that I haven’t even eaten lunch, yet, but I feel too tired to do so, but if I don’t then I’d have to go to the student union or marketplace to get food and I just want to stay here and sleep.

Whatever though, right?  What’s done is done, thank god.

But I still have to call my doctor, which is another thing I don’t want to do.  Bluh, gonna make a sandwich now, or something >.<

For the spring semester I need at least 3 A’s and 1 B to keep getting government aid

I CAN DO THIS.

I mean, I got all the hard classes out of the way.  Next semester I’m taking Art History, Comp. 2, Chemistry, and Intermediate Algebra.  I can definitely get an A in Art History -I’ll just need to study TONS for that.  If I work SUPER HARD in Comp. I’ll be able to get an A in that.  I’m okay-ish with Chem. and in Math it’s basically just a review of everything I’ve already learned.

I’m going to take a guess and say that I’ll end up getting the B in Chem. or Math.  Not my strengths at all, but if I get a GPA less than 2.75 my mom WILL kill me because we NEED this money.  It’s free money.

So, yeah, despite all the stress I’ll be under this semester, I’m still looking forward to it!  I actually WANT to go back to school.  Being here is so boring and the fact that I know it’s only temporary makes it worse.  I just want to go back to my dorm where everything is more permanent.  It’s weird because I have this thing where I hate temporary things.  Like, I haven’t even unpacked my suite case, yet.  Whether it’s laziness or just the fact that I’ll be leaving in one and a half weeks, I’m not sure, but I just want to go back to my dorm.

I think the fact that I’ve been working most of winter break is a part of wanting to go back, too.  I mean, so far I’ve made around $400 (I get my first paycheck of winter break tomorrow) and then I’m guessing I’ll make at least another $200 before I leave, so that’s good.  I’m always saying that I’m going to look for a job when I get back to Orlando, but I feel like I won’t.  I mean, it would be a part time job, of course, but I only have a semester left and then I’m gone for three and a half months, so I’m thinking I’ll just wait until fall to look for a job, but IDK.  I’ll check the Ross over in the strip mall by my school because then maybe I can just work at the Ross over here during the summer and keep the job when I go back, too.  But retail is kind of tricky and that probably won’t happen.

Oh well, I’ll check anyways.

My college GPA so far is a 2.250

Argh!

That’s more than a whole grade level lower than it was in high school!  I had a 3.4-5! =(  I really need to work hard next semester.

My final grades are:
Humanistic Traditions: C
Comp 1.: B
Psych: C
Computer Fundamentals for Business: B

I thought I’d get a B in Hum., but I guess not =/ I don’t know how my mom is going to feel about these grades!  She’s going to completely ignore the two B’s though, that’s for sure.

I really need to do good next semester.  Art History should be easy, Chem. is eh, Comp. 2 will probably be the same as it was this year, and Intermediate Algebra should be easy (since it’s mostly review, when College Algebra comes around in Fall 2012 I’m done for).

I wish I could just fast forward to the end of the Spring semester so that I could please my mom with those grades!  She’d be much happier with those ones than the ones I have now -_____-

I can’t believe the semester is over

It’s done with. Done. Done.

DONE.

I just need to finish this portfolio…

And turn it in tomorrow.  Then I get to go home for the month and I’M JUST SO HAPPY.

So, I took my exam…

I think it went pretty well, actually.  I already confirmed that I missed 2 questions, but the rest I think I did pretty good on.  Hopefully.

Although, the teacher didn’t give us two free answers like my roommate said he did in her class.  That sucks a lot =( But the last question was easy and the answer was given.

Fingers crossed for a 25 or higher!

Now I just have to finish up my portfolio tonight, get it bound tomorrow, and turn that in and then I’m done~! =D